What is happening to me
A couple of weeks ago i had My first Strange accurance me and My Sister were home alone and suddenly the thought that she wasnt My real Sister and that she was a replacement popped in to my head i couldnt shake the thought and had to lock My door so she couldnt Come in. My logic told me that this was absurd in the beginnig but the thought only seemed to become more real i dont remember what happend clearly but I remember beeing afraid to be near her long after. A few days after i remember her coming into My room she now had disgutingly thin and long legs i was so scared that i had to ask her to leave. two weeks passes where everyThing seemed normal but then i got a very bad headache i was also extremely dissy, i decides to stay home from school the next morning because of the way i was feeling i had some minor hallucinations in the morning that i was able to tell werent real but as the Day went on it got more extreme i remeber seeing long Black fingers and Black water coming up from the shower drain, I also saw a woman without eyes stranding at the foot of our stairs, when i went to go to bed i kept seeing her eating parts of My legs feet and vigina, i had to sleep with My parents that day even though im 15, i remember beeing horrified of looking at My mom since i thought that she might have turned into the woman. The second Day of staying home i had some of the same visions and once again had to sleep with My parents. A few weeks passed again without me having any issues but today i once again had some issues me and My family were on a trip to a different city to go shoppingeverthing had been fine until 13:00 My head started to Hurt like crazy and I got dissy again the pain was so unbareable that i started crying i went to the bathroom to cry. I got a vision of me cracking My skull open to get the pain out i started hitting My head against the wall a couple of times and it acctually worked with relieving some of the pain (dont be alarmed i didnt acctually Hurt myself very much i only have a single bruise from it and I bruise very easially) the problem was i got dissyer i remember looking in the mirror and seeing one of My reflection contording and spinning slightly (there were two mirrors facing each other so the line of reflections became infinetly long) i came out from the bathroom and told My parents about My headache My dad went to buy some painkillers i sat and cried in my hands for a bit i saw a vision of me Ripping the skin of My forhead he came back with the painkillers and I swallowed one. I asked if it was possible that i could Come home from the trip early My parents said yes and we took the earliest train home i felt really Terrible about spoiling the trip after the painkillers sat in the pain mainly went away but I got alot dissyer and i started having more realistic visions. We were on our way to the station when i remember one of My legs getting to long for the other one it felt like i was dreaming. A man was stranding at the other side of the station he kept looking at me im not sure why maybe because i was crying i remember his eyes turned into mouths after the train trip we had to walk the rest of the way home i was still really dissy and felt very unsafe around My parents and tried to walk a few steps behind Them when we got close to our house My dad walked up to me but I was to scared to look at him i remember thinking he was an alien with sharp teeth breathing near My ear i ran home the rest of the way when i finally got inside i hurried up in bed and locked the door.
nothing feels real its like im dreaming im really scared not only of the visions but also of something beeing terribly wrong with me. Im to scared to tell My parents how i feel espacially My mom since she has a tendency to not believe me if anyone has any sort of advice then please help me even if u think it might not be helpful i dont think i can handle much more of this
If u have any qeustions just ask i wont be botherd