What i do in the shower ;d!
will i like anal sex...wait that's a lie i love it!
i normal take a hair brush with a big end with me to the shower because i cant go buy a dildo im to young and i just spend my time shoving it in my ass to im bleeding and yes its painful but its to enjoyable for me to stop not only that what im thinking of that the moment that happens is very violent and bloody with a lot of "close to death" actions
i believe im getting addicted to this kind of feeling and it might let me end with self inflicted wounds or letting overs hurt me in that manner
do you believe this is normal?