I know exactly what happened to you because this happened to me 2 or 3 times in my life. You had a panic attack.
I almost don't want to write about it because I don't want to bring back the bad memories, but I want you to know you are not alone. I was not a frequent smoker, but used to smoke at least once or twice a week. never more than four times a week, but I knew how to control my highs. I had been fine for 3 years of smoking weed. It wasn't until after I started dropping (taking e at raves) that my predisposition for panic attacks were somehow were "unlocked," so that when I smoked weed, I would get them. You didn't write about dropping, so it may have been different for you. I know people get panic attacks even without any drug use, so maybe, for different people with varying genetic compositions, different drugs makes those predisposed to panic attacks more likely to get them.
Anyways, it is beyond describable, the feeling. No one else can understand the feeling unless they themselves have experienced it. You truly feel like you're going crazy or about to die. I locked myself in the bathroom just as you did, looked in the mirror, and splashed water on my face to know I was alive and physically there. The person in the mirror looking back at me was not who I thought it was, or, it just wasn't me. But my eyes said they were. My mind played tricks on me, and I felt like I was losing my sanity. I pictured myself being carried away in a straight jacket, pinned to a bed. It was some sort of outer-body experience. I did not feel like I was in my body. My friends made me unlock the door and talk to them, it wasn't until I had human contact that I slowly started to regain my composure. I slept it off.
Sound familiar? You are definitely not alone my friend.
But yeah, I've stopped smoking then (gradually), and so should you. This was your brain's response to weed, and look, it was not a good one. Your brain is warning you. Get off that stuff.
I'm really going to refrain from smoking because before weed was my stress reliever and relaxer but now its the opposite its causes me to flip out. On superbowl Sunday a group of friends, my brother & I got together and of course there was weed involved so I smoked I don't know how many pulls but I noticed that when I take pulls from more than one joint I have weird reactions because after this happened I was frightened to ever smoke again but eventually I did but I had no reaction then on Sunday after about an hour passed after I took pulls from three joints I began to feel extremely tired then I just layed out on the couch just then the same stupidity started to occur first I heard loud footsteps over me like the ceiling was about to cave in & the tv got extremely loud and I almost told them to turn it down until I realized that I was hallucinating again this time I played it cool though & the feeling didn't last for long I didn't see any shapes & the room didn't spin just a sped up heart rate and extra loud sounds. Weed is just not for me.
anytime you hear crazy loud noises its spirits, its not a hallucination kus ive been high and heard incredibly loud tv static noises. and if its severe it could be demonic control as this to me while i was driving.
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I know exactly what happened to you because this happened to me 2 or 3 times in my life. You had a panic attack.
I almost don't want to write about it because I don't want to bring back the bad memories, but I want you to know you are not alone. I was not a frequent smoker, but used to smoke at least once or twice a week. never more than four times a week, but I knew how to control my highs. I had been fine for 3 years of smoking weed. It wasn't until after I started dropping (taking e at raves) that my predisposition for panic attacks were somehow were "unlocked," so that when I smoked weed, I would get them. You didn't write about dropping, so it may have been different for you. I know people get panic attacks even without any drug use, so maybe, for different people with varying genetic compositions, different drugs makes those predisposed to panic attacks more likely to get them.
Anyways, it is beyond describable, the feeling. No one else can understand the feeling unless they themselves have experienced it. You truly feel like you're going crazy or about to die. I locked myself in the bathroom just as you did, looked in the mirror, and splashed water on my face to know I was alive and physically there. The person in the mirror looking back at me was not who I thought it was, or, it just wasn't me. But my eyes said they were. My mind played tricks on me, and I felt like I was losing my sanity. I pictured myself being carried away in a straight jacket, pinned to a bed. It was some sort of outer-body experience. I did not feel like I was in my body. My friends made me unlock the door and talk to them, it wasn't until I had human contact that I slowly started to regain my composure. I slept it off.
Sound familiar? You are definitely not alone my friend.
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But yeah, I've stopped smoking then (gradually), and so should you. This was your brain's response to weed, and look, it was not a good one. Your brain is warning you. Get off that stuff.
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I'm really going to refrain from smoking because before weed was my stress reliever and relaxer but now its the opposite its causes me to flip out. On superbowl Sunday a group of friends, my brother & I got together and of course there was weed involved so I smoked I don't know how many pulls but I noticed that when I take pulls from more than one joint I have weird reactions because after this happened I was frightened to ever smoke again but eventually I did but I had no reaction then on Sunday after about an hour passed after I took pulls from three joints I began to feel extremely tired then I just layed out on the couch just then the same stupidity started to occur first I heard loud footsteps over me like the ceiling was about to cave in & the tv got extremely loud and I almost told them to turn it down until I realized that I was hallucinating again this time I played it cool though & the feeling didn't last for long I didn't see any shapes & the room didn't spin just a sped up heart rate and extra loud sounds. Weed is just not for me.
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anytime you hear crazy loud noises its spirits, its not a hallucination kus ive been high and heard incredibly loud tv static noises. and if its severe it could be demonic control as this to me while i was driving.