trying to live in the moments because I think that's when I am the most honest version of myself... I could try to paint you a word picture but I would probably just end up sharing my favorite parts but that not really who I am... I am not my experiences I am simply a human living from moment to moment
Living in the moments is when I am the most honest version of myself also, I think it's like that for everyone, but they ignore it. It was in those moments that I realised I am evil.
I have done things that some might consider evil and even beat myself up to the point where I was just thinking what a piece of shit I am over and over... but now I could not care less... I may do ugly things sometimes but I am not perfect and I don't intend to be
That's ok because thinking what a piece of shit you are means you aren't evil, it means you're human. I only do good things when my guard is up, as soon as I relax it I do something bad. It's usually the opposite in most people. The fact that I have to "watch" my behaviour in order to do the right thing is confusing to me, and scary to those unfortunate enough to have seen it surface for the seconds it is visible.
What experiences have led you to be the person you are today?
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trying to live in the moments because I think that's when I am the most honest version of myself... I could try to paint you a word picture but I would probably just end up sharing my favorite parts but that not really who I am... I am not my experiences I am simply a human living from moment to moment
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Living in the moments is when I am the most honest version of myself also, I think it's like that for everyone, but they ignore it. It was in those moments that I realised I am evil.
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I have done things that some might consider evil and even beat myself up to the point where I was just thinking what a piece of shit I am over and over... but now I could not care less... I may do ugly things sometimes but I am not perfect and I don't intend to be
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That's ok because thinking what a piece of shit you are means you aren't evil, it means you're human. I only do good things when my guard is up, as soon as I relax it I do something bad. It's usually the opposite in most people. The fact that I have to "watch" my behaviour in order to do the right thing is confusing to me, and scary to those unfortunate enough to have seen it surface for the seconds it is visible.
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thank you