I plan to commit suicide. In my case I believe it's rational, I'm a reclusive NEET with no professional or personal life and I don't see the point in continuing my existence. Preferably I'd like to have my entire existence erased from the world, but since that isn't possible suicide is the next best thing. I realize I could find something to live for (maybe) but I don't want to. I don't want to be saved. I want to die. Oh and in regard to family I don't see much meaning in it, why should I continue living a life I don't want and that brings me discomfort just to make others feel better.
I used to be so young and naive, but I inevitably came to a fork in the road. If I go to the right I could receive a great education, a job that was stable, pretty much the American Dream... ignorance. If I go left I could take the red pill which would expose me to the truth, lies, deceit, and all wickedness the world has to offer.
I chose the RED PILL and slowly I feel my life cracking under the pressure. I have no regrets at all, I only wish others would understand, but then again I've never told them so they probably don't know.
A disconnect with "reality" is starting to take place. It's like I'm watching the world on an antique TV set in no way involved with the characters on the screen.
I'm spirirual, but not religious. I feel like I'm devolving at this present time so I'm gonna quit while I'm ahead.
What do you think of people who commit suicide?
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I plan to commit suicide. In my case I believe it's rational, I'm a reclusive NEET with no professional or personal life and I don't see the point in continuing my existence. Preferably I'd like to have my entire existence erased from the world, but since that isn't possible suicide is the next best thing. I realize I could find something to live for (maybe) but I don't want to. I don't want to be saved. I want to die. Oh and in regard to family I don't see much meaning in it, why should I continue living a life I don't want and that brings me discomfort just to make others feel better.
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I used to be so young and naive, but I inevitably came to a fork in the road. If I go to the right I could receive a great education, a job that was stable, pretty much the American Dream... ignorance. If I go left I could take the red pill which would expose me to the truth, lies, deceit, and all wickedness the world has to offer.
I chose the RED PILL and slowly I feel my life cracking under the pressure. I have no regrets at all, I only wish others would understand, but then again I've never told them so they probably don't know.
A disconnect with "reality" is starting to take place. It's like I'm watching the world on an antique TV set in no way involved with the characters on the screen.
I'm spirirual, but not religious. I feel like I'm devolving at this present time so I'm gonna quit while I'm ahead.