What can i do?
Mum and I haven't ever got along. It's as bad as when she will physically hurt me to get her point through. Today, she found out I was eating in my room, came in and started to punch and kick me. When I put up my arms to block her punches, she started screaming saying, "Oh, so now you want to fight back?"
She took my phone away and started to smack the phone cover over my head. I can't even fight back because I fear what would happen if I ever do. It takes everything for me to prevent myself from grabbing the nearest item and using that against her. SHe threatens to kick me out. I have my GCSEs to do. She told me, "Go ahead. Call the police. See if I care."
I once told her I was suicidal (my dad didn't want to take me to a GP or therapist saying that he didn't want a mentally insane daughter and that if I had a mental illness, I should be locked away in an asylum). She said that I should just go and kill myself and that I was a fucking idiot.
I don't even a phone to call my friends for emotional support. What can I do?