I'm still not sure it's real. I don't know if I believe people like you or if they are totally bullshiting everyone because they can't accept reality. I honestly really don't know.
Tldr: Dio. We arnt crazy. We arnt liers. We are humans just trying to be happy like everyone else.
Are you referring to my sexuality or my being trans?
I can assure you I have never lied on here. I always tell the truth as I know it is to be true. I might give a wrong fact on occasion but that's just me not learning something properly or getting something mixed up wich Is relatively normal for our species.
You can choose to beilive me or not. At the end of the day I'm a stranger on the internet and trying to convince someone is pointless.
In wich regards am I crazy though?
I'm going to assume it's the matter of me being trans. I can tell you it's a legitimate thing. There are some bad apples in here faking it. Espevislly since we are so highly fetishized sissies like to think they are one if us at times despite how infuriating that is.
We are real people just like how gays are. Being trans frankly is dangerous. Despite equal opportunities companys dont care. Our meds for those on them at least for mtf is basically poison. I'm referring to spironolactone here. So many hate us. Our chances of being beaten raped or killed or all 3 are higher than the average person.
In one of my old towns about 2 or 3 miles from were I lived at my favorite truck stop(they had the best chicken tenders in town) sole truck driver shot 4 teenagers because one of them was gay. That's just gay.
Men veiw us a threat. Or they just really want to fuck us. Its miserable.
Few us as people. They see us as a piece of meet to fuck discretely god forbid if anyone finds out he was with a trans girl. Theyll throw you under the bus in a flash. Despite any feelings they may claim to have. Or we are a terrorist in the eyes of potential partners a trick. A man in a dress trying get other mens assholes. Wich is completely ridiculous. For a huge chunk of us during sex you so much as do a reach around and grab her penis shes probably gonna get turned off. Some do like to top yes. But I think it's safe to say the majority of us cant stand that part of ourselves. It's like a cancer lump.
So no we are NOT bullshiting. We are not crazy. We are beautiful and unique creatures with our own set of hardships. We can rarely even go to lgbt support since for some reason the gays tend to hate us. We just want to be happy like everyone else. Changing what our mother's wombs got wrong for us makes us happy.
It's not just physical its mental. To have the mind of a female yet when you look down or in the mirror all you see is male is emotionally crippling or nice versa for ftms. Why be miserable when you can take a little pill spending almost as much as you earn and being able to fix it?
Yea a good chunk of us are broke. HRT changing over wardrobe etc is extremely expensive. Who willingly chooses to be broke? Gotta have a damn good reason to choose to follow this path.
Let me tell you. As a bisexual woman, the LGBT "community" is not open, not caring and is basically a terrorist organization. There are some good actors who identify as LGBT but by and large they are a radicalized group of political actors, most of whom aren't queer in any way. Don't feel bad that you aren't included.
The problem is purely mental and not physical. If you're good in your head, you should accept any body you have.
My struggle with "trans" people is this :Do they think they are the other sex without influence from the external world or is it coming from something during their childhood? That's why I don't believe trans people. But I don't think they are lying either. I'd say I'm 50/50 believing.
No, you are not "beautiful and unique creatures" (the fuck you talking about? Do you think you're a fucking unicorn or something?!), NONE of us are. You are just a bunch of humans like everyone else.
I think most trans people are in denial. Like old people identifying as young or white people identifying as black. You have to deal with what you have. Life is already hard. Why do you want to make it harder for yourself??
Why do you struggle with trans people?? The thing that shits me about people like you is that you think you have some idea about what goes on in other peoples heads.
I have had run ins with certain trans people because they were flamboyant assholes but that's their individual personality not there orientation.
Why do you assume to have any knowledge of a trans person.
Because I like to know things. Yes I have a lot of ideas about what is inside people's head. Sometimes I'm wrong, and many times I've been right from my experience. I'm used to get inside people's head.
I don't have knowledge about just a trans person, I have knowledge about humans/machines (people are machines).
I'm struggling with new programmes when I lack data.
It's not entirely about our sex. Its about our gender.
Haha you are reading to deep into that part.
Haha that's thing life is hard. Living as me life has become easier. If you did what you suggest I would be taking the harder path. Transitioning is hard yes but only at first. After awhile everything becomes like 10x better and easier. So like you said why take the hard path when theres better and easier one that makes certain people happy
Living as a guy something I never should of been described as was hard and miserable. Living as a woman, hell just living as myself is stupid easy and I'm incredibly happy. Still lonely but I'm actually happy. For the first time in my life I actually smile. I want up happy. I go to bed happy.
All my years before I was only happy when I was reading or playing a game. Ie escaping reality. Was also happy shooting a bow. But otherwise I was rarely happy.
Now I'm rarely not happy.
I have like thoss dimples from smiling to much even. I dont remember smiling outside of like 7 times before hand
Besides anything worth doing isnt easy. And it's so worth doing for those who suffer gender dysphoria
I'm sorry for all you go through but believe there are a lot of people who will treat you with respect and see you as equal. You just have to find a circle of people, a trans organisation with whom you can share your hardships and walk beside each other.
I'm a lesbian and I have friends who are trans, trans men and trans women and I know how hard it is being trans in this world. Don't lose faith. Things are getting better even if it seems it's dark out there, there is still light along the way.
I understand stand you but I avoid the LGBT community like its lava. They have caused me nothing but irritation and hardships. Plus I find most are lazy pieces of shits at least in my area.
For the most part I'm fine. It's just dating I have difficulty in. Theres this one guy I like. He works at this art event I like to attend. He knows I'm interested in him(thank you alchol and not noticing he was walking right behind me) however I'm not certain what he thinks of me. I'm to scared to approach cause the whole having to tell him I have a penis if everything goes good plus my own social shyness and lack of people skills. But considering hes never carded me he hasnt seen my id and my debit card has mg legally male name on it. So I think he thinks I'm in a relationship and I'm not a loyal type. Despite that is all untrue.
So that whole situation is pretty fubar. Outside of dating and meeting guys life is solid enough. I mostly pass. I dont have roommates. I'm pretty happy. Just lonely is all.
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A skinny man. And why are you insulting yourself?
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Tldr: Dio. We arnt crazy. We arnt liers. We are humans just trying to be happy like everyone else.
Are you referring to my sexuality or my being trans?
I can assure you I have never lied on here. I always tell the truth as I know it is to be true. I might give a wrong fact on occasion but that's just me not learning something properly or getting something mixed up wich Is relatively normal for our species.
You can choose to beilive me or not. At the end of the day I'm a stranger on the internet and trying to convince someone is pointless.
In wich regards am I crazy though?
I'm going to assume it's the matter of me being trans. I can tell you it's a legitimate thing. There are some bad apples in here faking it. Espevislly since we are so highly fetishized sissies like to think they are one if us at times despite how infuriating that is.
We are real people just like how gays are. Being trans frankly is dangerous. Despite equal opportunities companys dont care. Our meds for those on them at least for mtf is basically poison. I'm referring to spironolactone here. So many hate us. Our chances of being beaten raped or killed or all 3 are higher than the average person.
In one of my old towns about 2 or 3 miles from were I lived at my favorite truck stop(they had the best chicken tenders in town) sole truck driver shot 4 teenagers because one of them was gay. That's just gay.
Men veiw us a threat. Or they just really want to fuck us. Its miserable.
Few us as people. They see us as a piece of meet to fuck discretely god forbid if anyone finds out he was with a trans girl. Theyll throw you under the bus in a flash. Despite any feelings they may claim to have. Or we are a terrorist in the eyes of potential partners a trick. A man in a dress trying get other mens assholes. Wich is completely ridiculous. For a huge chunk of us during sex you so much as do a reach around and grab her penis shes probably gonna get turned off. Some do like to top yes. But I think it's safe to say the majority of us cant stand that part of ourselves. It's like a cancer lump.
So no we are NOT bullshiting. We are not crazy. We are beautiful and unique creatures with our own set of hardships. We can rarely even go to lgbt support since for some reason the gays tend to hate us. We just want to be happy like everyone else. Changing what our mother's wombs got wrong for us makes us happy.
It's not just physical its mental. To have the mind of a female yet when you look down or in the mirror all you see is male is emotionally crippling or nice versa for ftms. Why be miserable when you can take a little pill spending almost as much as you earn and being able to fix it?
Yea a good chunk of us are broke. HRT changing over wardrobe etc is extremely expensive. Who willingly chooses to be broke? Gotta have a damn good reason to choose to follow this path.
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Thank you for your insight.
Let me tell you. As a bisexual woman, the LGBT "community" is not open, not caring and is basically a terrorist organization. There are some good actors who identify as LGBT but by and large they are a radicalized group of political actors, most of whom aren't queer in any way. Don't feel bad that you aren't included.
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You saw I stated there are some good actors, (actors meaning people.) It's probably much different where you live.
I'm glad you have the same conclusion. It is quite horrible the path they have gone down. Like why cant we all just be friends?
The problem is purely mental and not physical. If you're good in your head, you should accept any body you have.
My struggle with "trans" people is this :Do they think they are the other sex without influence from the external world or is it coming from something during their childhood? That's why I don't believe trans people. But I don't think they are lying either. I'd say I'm 50/50 believing.
No, you are not "beautiful and unique creatures" (the fuck you talking about? Do you think you're a fucking unicorn or something?!), NONE of us are. You are just a bunch of humans like everyone else.
I think most trans people are in denial. Like old people identifying as young or white people identifying as black. You have to deal with what you have. Life is already hard. Why do you want to make it harder for yourself??
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"I think most trans people are in denial."
Pray tell how the fuck would you have any idea? Seriously, what gives you the knowledge of it and why do you even care?
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Experience and study.
I care because I'm highly curious about most things. Even about you.
Why do you struggle with trans people?? The thing that shits me about people like you is that you think you have some idea about what goes on in other peoples heads.
I have had run ins with certain trans people because they were flamboyant assholes but that's their individual personality not there orientation.
Why do you assume to have any knowledge of a trans person.
Are you struggling with it yourself??
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Because I like to know things. Yes I have a lot of ideas about what is inside people's head. Sometimes I'm wrong, and many times I've been right from my experience. I'm used to get inside people's head.
I don't have knowledge about just a trans person, I have knowledge about humans/machines (people are machines).
I'm struggling with new programmes when I lack data.
It's not entirely about our sex. Its about our gender.
Haha you are reading to deep into that part.
Haha that's thing life is hard. Living as me life has become easier. If you did what you suggest I would be taking the harder path. Transitioning is hard yes but only at first. After awhile everything becomes like 10x better and easier. So like you said why take the hard path when theres better and easier one that makes certain people happy
Living as a guy something I never should of been described as was hard and miserable. Living as a woman, hell just living as myself is stupid easy and I'm incredibly happy. Still lonely but I'm actually happy. For the first time in my life I actually smile. I want up happy. I go to bed happy.
All my years before I was only happy when I was reading or playing a game. Ie escaping reality. Was also happy shooting a bow. But otherwise I was rarely happy.
Now I'm rarely not happy.
I have like thoss dimples from smiling to much even. I dont remember smiling outside of like 7 times before hand
Besides anything worth doing isnt easy. And it's so worth doing for those who suffer gender dysphoria
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Damaging your body to see it fits your expectations.
Are you really happy though???
I'm sorry for all you go through but believe there are a lot of people who will treat you with respect and see you as equal. You just have to find a circle of people, a trans organisation with whom you can share your hardships and walk beside each other.
I'm a lesbian and I have friends who are trans, trans men and trans women and I know how hard it is being trans in this world. Don't lose faith. Things are getting better even if it seems it's dark out there, there is still light along the way.
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I understand stand you but I avoid the LGBT community like its lava. They have caused me nothing but irritation and hardships. Plus I find most are lazy pieces of shits at least in my area.
For the most part I'm fine. It's just dating I have difficulty in. Theres this one guy I like. He works at this art event I like to attend. He knows I'm interested in him(thank you alchol and not noticing he was walking right behind me) however I'm not certain what he thinks of me. I'm to scared to approach cause the whole having to tell him I have a penis if everything goes good plus my own social shyness and lack of people skills. But considering hes never carded me he hasnt seen my id and my debit card has mg legally male name on it. So I think he thinks I'm in a relationship and I'm not a loyal type. Despite that is all untrue.
So that whole situation is pretty fubar. Outside of dating and meeting guys life is solid enough. I mostly pass. I dont have roommates. I'm pretty happy. Just lonely is all.