What are you thinking about?

still sprang cleanin

should i git rida this shit keep it or try to sell it

if i got rida it how to do so at the dump

what im gonna do if i finds mora that horrible shit i found the other day

Should I move to a different state or country to seek more opportunities?

thingken of life

But srsly, I'm listening to npr or some shit and this weird Hebrew(?) singing/guy yelling keeps breaking into the signal over the classical music they're playing, same audio clip like 3 times now, I'm wondering if someone's trying to hack the station, that would be kinda cool

Got meds off my doctor to help me quit smoking. Ran out of the meds early. Withdrawal and depression symptoms kicking my ass. I'm just bending over and letting it this time. Maybe it's the chemical imbalances talking but I guess I just need to let my demons rake me over the coals. Why hide? Why avoid it? I'll explain to my friends and family later why I have fallen off the map.

Thinkin bout work too. Should I spazz out on my coordinator and demand she take me more serious and give me more hours???...or should I just quit...but where would I go smh.

My job, do I go back to work early? I just got a call from a coworker asking for help because the boss is being stupid. Apparently i am the only one he listens to smd it's a real shit show these days. Everyone is quitting. Ugh. I wanted a slow return after baby but I may not have that option. I really want to quit too but i need money and the market sucks.

And stupid cat is being extra needy this morning.

Do I ship back and return these 2 high heels for a refund but pay a restocking fee plus pay for shipping label and all? Or, should I exchange them for another 2 of equal value but still have to pay for my own shipping? Exchanges are final. Fuck.

If I'm pregnant..

Should I take a shower?

Aww, the wittle heffalump. I'm thinking about this seat cover that I'm almost done with. I'm procrastinating because my back hurts damn it.

If I could let myself fall in love again. If my will is strong enough to avoid it.

I feel like i'm dying emotionally but i'm not c*ying. (my one key is b*oken so**y.)

I'm thinking about slowly torturing people to death for years.

Right now I'm thinking I'm a little envious of the guy in the picture, because I would like to take a nap with a baby elephant too.
:-)

I'm thinking about if I'll win the bunny ear design contest on the Mabinogi forums O:. And how I'll feel when the medicine finally kicks in.

My usual self loathing when it comes to certain parts of who I am. I really need to stop doing that.

The toothpaste is finished and I don't have any money!
How did my playlist go on shuffle? I don't remember eating leeks so why did I vomit it out? Where are my pajamas?

Basically how busy this month is going to be