What am i working so hard for?
Is it normal for someone in their early 40s to have built up a career and considerable wealth for no reason? (no wife, children, etc.) Working hard for nothing? Not even retirement? I have nothing to look forward to except 30-40 more years of being depressed and alone, watching my health deteriorate. Doesn't make sense. I feel like I'm fulfilling the role of another man who is saving for his and his wife's retirement, and his childrens' college education.