Weird thing i used to do as a kid
When I was a child I was afraid of being alone, especially when I was outside. Anytime I would go out to the backyard by myself I would get this awful feeling like I was being watched. I couldn’t see anyone or anything and deep down I realized that there probably was no one there but it terrified me nonetheless. It always started with this distinct feeling that something was wrong, that something bad was about to happen, and then I would feel the eyes. The more I tried to ignore it the closer it would feel. Whenever it would happen I would go inside. It became almost like a game, I had a special procedure for dealing with it and everything. Whenever I would feel it watching me I would calmly stand up, I had to stay calm, and begin moving slowly toward the house. I tried to pretend like I didn’t know it was there, I thought if it knew then it would come after me. I had to walk as casually as possible until I got to roughly halfway between where I started and the screen door to the house. As soon as i got to that point I would break out in a sprint to the door. Whatever I did I always had to close the door behind me, If I didn’t I just knew it would get into the house. If that happened it would never leave me alone.
I never told anyone about it but at some point it just stopped happening, I don’t remember when or why, I just know that at some point it must have ended.
Has anyone else experienced things like this? Is it normal?