Weird fetish
Hello , I'm a 51 y old female and this might upset and offend some ppl specially women, I'm sorry if it does! Since the lose of my husband I started to develop strange sexual fantasies. I started to get curious about scat sex , I heard of it before but never paid any attention to it. Strangely I started to fantasize about using females as my toilet, specially young females in their 20s, and did the unthinkable one night. I picked up a street prostitute and while driving in my car I told her what I would like to do, at first she rejected and said no but then when I offered her a good amount of cash she agreed. I knew I was doing something really gross but couldn't hold myself, it does bother me when I think about it now but at the time I was really excited. Would like to get response from females and sorry if this offended anyone.