Wearing diapers

I had a problem wetting the bed up until the age of 14; I never listened when I was told to go to the washroom beforehand. I was in diapers until 5 or 6 years old roughly, and at night time I'd sleep wearing pull-ups and there'd be a vinyl cover beneath the mattress sheet.

I loved wearing them. I'd go to bed, wait for my father to go to sleep himself, then I'd sometimes slip toy cars in my diaper, then go to bed.

When I woke up and had wet myself that night, I'd tear the sides, fold it like a normal diaper, with the toy cars still in it and put it in my garbage can.

I stopped having that problem around the age of 12-13, but at that point I'd keep peeing in them with various things inside; toy cars, spare change, lighters and anything else that would fit. I stopped around the age of 14-15 because I figured it'd seem weird to my parents that their son still wet the bed at 15.

Now that my father knows why I don't have a girl/boy-friend and after reading your IIN, I wanna start finding out how big they make pull-ups and how much they cost; Being a size 30 waist, and being too shy to go out and buy a pair of adult diapers, if I could find pull-ups I could just pass it off as getting them for a shy friend.

Anywho, I personally think it's normal enough; You live your life, it's just something you do. The real problem is when you stop and deny yourself that pleasure based on another person's opinions.

Hell, I've had fantasies that cross with yours, I've wanted to fellatiate my boyfriend while he's wearing one; save for that he's a dog.

Final thoughts; it's also pretty awesome how you have a friend you can be yourself around; Even better that she's your sister!