Was it normal that i wanted to violently kill bad people at the age of 8?
As an example, I wanted to kill animal abusers and killers. I also planned a detailed organizational structure for a team that would execute my orders (which of course involved mass killings and executions). At the age of 8.
(For clarification: with violently I also mean things as choking, slitting their throats, slowly killing etc. Main preference of killing was with a bullet)