wanting to be a masochist

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  • sadistically_curious
    9 years ago | pl

    I don't purposely deprive myself of it. My sadistic ex was into flogging... I was mixed emotions. I would scream, cry, and beg him to stop, but when I saw the marks I was happy. Everytime he would take the flogger out I would panic and feel fearful. I wish I could enjoy it.

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    • RomeoDeMontague
      9 years ago | pl

      You just like seeing marks and don't like the pain. Get a Hanna tattoo or make them with make up. Its a way to give the appearance without all the pain.

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      • sadistically_curious
        9 years ago | pl

        I actually admire their ability to take the pain so it wouldn't be the same for me, but that is a good idea. Thank you.

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        • RomeoDeMontague
          9 years ago | pl

          Well that is like saying "I wish I was gay". Some people like me are just born with that type of streak. Some people develop such things later because of bad expireinces. Just be who you and like who you are. You are not going to enjoy it and some people just don't.

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