Want to suck cock for first time but nervous.
49 yo married white male. Have fantasized for years about submitting to and sucking off a cock, even multiple cocks, but have never acted on it. Now, my fantasies are stronger than ever and I fantasize about sucking cock every day. Thinking about sucking on a thick, hung cock or a big black one turns me on so much I have to jerk off. I've put up some ads on Cragslist and had some nice offerings, one in particular was a perfect 8 inch black cock who only wanted a white guy for sucking, but I get nervous and back out.
I've read a lot of posts where guys went through similar experiences before sucking their first cock but once they sucked they loved it and wished they had done it sooner.
Can any one relate and offer up advice?