Want to live forever with your best friend of same sex?

let me expalin something very carefully--i ahve a cousin that i grew up with.neither one of us is gay in fact we've dated the same girls before and we've double dated,etc/.
he and i can talk about things that other guys would say we were gay because we even discuss them. this cousin and i have identical interests.how we differ from most people is that we have not one ounce of macho in our bones.we don't bitch about stuff like most guys do and we like having fun!! he's disabled due to a sleep disorder and as it turns out i also have a slep disorder.probably why we became so close from our youth.we enjoy identically the same music,movies,personal beliefs,etc/.we're both quiet not cocky,not macho,and don't mind showing the feminine side of man by talking about beautiful flowers or a colorful sunset or how the moon shines over the lake..we aren't the least bit attracted to each other,we're not gay and we do see and date women./we just happen to have more iin common with each other than any woman we ever dated(so far).and he and i are in our 30's and have been best buds since early teens..we never experimented with homoism either so don't even go there people.so anyway i perfectly understand where you're cominjg from.i wish my cousin and i could live together cause qwe'd be out having fun every night(we both are night people and love to hang and play around on the cb radios and cruise and just hang out all night)..anyway..best of luck and i think your normal