Want another pretty girl to feed me her love-sh*t

I used to go out with this beautiful Polish girl who had a most fantastic anal fixation. She would make me lick the seat of her dirty knickers clean with my tongue. If I couldn't get them clean to her satisfaction, she would make me wash them in front of her in a bowl of scalding hot water. She liked to make little cuts in my fingers to make the pain worse and then would pour salt in the water.
She made me lick her clean after she had a sh*t so much so that I developed blisters on my tongue. She enjoyed puncturing these with a hat pin soiled with her sh*t. I loved giving her enemas which she emptied into my mouth. She told me it was all done with love and believed it was the best way for us to get close, my eating of her (love) sh*t. We had "feeding days" when only she would eat, then she would dress up in her long white boots, pleated silver mini-skirt and white tight top, and after a carefully prepared diet would sit on my mouth, slowly and deliberately emptying her bowels into my mouth..so we wouldn't waste anything. She then made me drink salt water so I would vomit it up into the toilet where she knelt beside me telling me how much she loved what I did to her bottom. I miss her behviour terribly and would like to meet another girl who would do this to me. In Ireland or England - anywhere.