Useless girl?
is it okay that I don't want feel like working yet? I'll be 20 in two months(applied for one job but it they didn't called me)idk why I'm like this,There are times that I'm fine, but mostly I'm tired of life..My shyness destroyed the big part of my life, I wanted to do many things but I didn't..I losed faith in myself,have one friend, sometimes we see each other,.. all normal people my age go to college,or work, I just sit at home yeah I do those house things..but it's nothing. I totally imagined my life after school differently, I thought that I'd change, but no, I'm still very quiet,it kills me.