Urge to kill in fights
For some reason if i'm in a fight,from a little friendly one to a serious one, i get the urge to brutally kill them which is why am scared to fight people, not for my safety but for the safety of their lives. I believe that its because i play video games that you have to kill others. I am unsure whether its that or a phsycological issue. I looked it up whether its caused by Primal Instincts but it is very rare. The urge is overwhelming but i am able to stop myself before it goes any further. Could it be adrenaline? Or something else?