Unsure of my gender, please help also looking for cross-dressing advice
I'm looking for a gender label that fits me, and I also need advice on how to approach cross-dressing.
I am biologically female, but I want to be a guy and/or androgynous. I have a crazy urge to cross-dress, and recently bought some clothes that are meant for girls but look like male clothes. I cut my hair short like a boy's earlier this year. I have the guy clothes, a rather androgynous face, and short hair, but when I have to go out in public, I lose my nerve and dress in my girl clothes. I haven't come out to my parents yet, and I think that's part of the problem. Later this year, I have a formal school event to attend and originally planned to wear a suit, but was informed that girls have to wear dresses and boys must wear suits. How should I approach my problems?