Unhealthy addiction to a mans hands

I've never been kissed and in turn, never taken part in anything sensual or sexual. Despite this, I feel like I would know what I was doing and that I'd be good at it. Heres a funny thing; I feel deeply aroused whenever I see a sexy hand. Every time I look at a male hand I scan it for sex appeal. This boy I like right now has slightly rough hands and his nails are short. His fingers aren't long and slender, but neither are they beefy, chubby or like little nibs of fingers. It's not like I imagine them roaming all over me or doing things to me. I barely ever have thoughts about that relating to hands. I just want to attack them with my mouth and reach out to it.

There are some hands that I just lose control over. Quite ashamedly my best friend, who is a guy, has the best set of hands I've ever seen up close in person. Every time we argue or banter he puts them in my face and I cant control gasping and whimpering at seeing them. He makes a joke of it and threatens to take them away forever but that makes me grab them. Though he's my best friend and I don't see him like that, it's so damned hard to not suck on his thumbs or lick the pads of his fingers. My best friend is gay, so if I did, I don't think he'd appreciate it. He knows how to use the mere sight his hands to render me speechless and get his way. It's quite smart of him, but it annoys me and teases me nonetheless.

I previously had a sort of stalker who was not in any way attractive. We're talking a guy with a lisp who likes to call me 'splendips' and tells the same jokes again and again. Everything he does is annoying and you wonder if there is any brain activity goin on at all up there, but finally, I agreed to a date with him. Why? BECAUSE I SAW HIS HANDS PROPERLY. He was using his phone one day infront of me and I just couldn't stop staring and analysing them. His hands made up for the rest of him. They were long and slender, almost like a girls or a temple dancer, but had that gorgeous prominent thumb bone just before the hand merges into the wrist. I don't even know what that part is called, but that just does it for me.

The most amazing hands in the world belong to Jackson Rathbone, the one who plays Jasper in twilight. Once I saw a picture of him with his hands in clear view and the words 'wank bank' flashed across my eyes. Now, I'm not into actually doing things to pleasure myself, but I like to stare at pictures of his hands whenever I can because I'm pervy like that.

What I want to know is this; IS ANY OF THIS NORMAL? Is it normal for me to want to lick and suck and bite on any sexy hand that crosses my path? Is it normal for me to feel so sure in my attraction though I've not known or had any urges like that displayed for me EVER. My obession will surely get me in trouble one day.