I dont know excactly why I did it, I think there was just an urge that I did not deal with properly. I grew up in a big family (9 kids) I guess I have been really hard on myself about this my whole life instead of focusing on healing. I have tried to run from it and not talk about it and it literally has caused me to be institutionalized the guilt and shame of it. I would give anything to go back and undue it but I guess I just have to accept that I cant and move on from here. I dont know though maybe talking about it isnt the right thing to do either as it may be just too uncomfortable for my sister.
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I dont know excactly why I did it, I think there was just an urge that I did not deal with properly. I grew up in a big family (9 kids) I guess I have been really hard on myself about this my whole life instead of focusing on healing. I have tried to run from it and not talk about it and it literally has caused me to be institutionalized the guilt and shame of it. I would give anything to go back and undue it but I guess I just have to accept that I cant and move on from here. I dont know though maybe talking about it isnt the right thing to do either as it may be just too uncomfortable for my sister.