Unexplainable anxiety
I don't even know how to begin with this topic. I have severe anxiety. Anxiety disorder. For years ive been trying to defeat it, but it's coming back worse and worse. I'm typically an open person, but I hate talking about myself. I keep those feelings in a lot, and it's to the point where I feel in the back of my head, there's a pile of things I am constantly stressing about. And I can't get over it. I tell myself "You can be happy! Don't worry about this stuff! Your life is beyond perfect!" But I'm going every single day, worried and not finding happiness. I'm afraid of going to a therapist because last time, she said nothings wrong with me and send me home because I couldn't tell her the things in the back of my mind. I don't have trustworthy friends I feel comfortable about talking to. Like I said I hate talking about myself. The anxiety has taken me over and I can't control it anymore. The smallest things bother me. Is there any suggestions? Please give me a hand.