no i havent seen the doctor about it yet since he thinks im a hyperchondriact, because im convinced i either have Bi Poler or Cyclothimea, since im already diagnosed with reactive depreshion, i get depressed roughly 4 times in a week and there is no telling how long each session lasts, when im happy im like someone on speed and extasy combined without all the excess energy, but since i drink alot of cafine when im happy, im ushually dancing around like it anyway. though i dont understand finance, or have any income or because im not alowed to work ork because of DLA my mum handles my benifits. but still i am obsessed with shoping to the point of OCD. im 22 and i have been suicidel rougly 43 times, attempted it 21 times, been in St Anns psych hospital 4 times. (i got pretty good at avoiding that place after the first time there when i was 7) Still i spent christmas last year there, and got out of there on new years day, was placed in Bed in breakfast, wich was payed for by the hospital trust, social services and then i was placed in supported living, i got out of there in june and only this monthhave i been declared officialy relised from supported living. life sucks dont it. But its because My GP thinks that im a hyperchondriact that i know he will think im being a hyperchondriact if i go to him about this, if he cant recognise the symptoms of Bi poler or cyclothimea how is he going to know whats stoping me from being able to cry. I been with this doctor for 20 years, my Mum would through a hissy fit if i were to switch doctors,
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no i havent seen the doctor about it yet since he thinks im a hyperchondriact, because im convinced i either have Bi Poler or Cyclothimea, since im already diagnosed with reactive depreshion, i get depressed roughly 4 times in a week and there is no telling how long each session lasts, when im happy im like someone on speed and extasy combined without all the excess energy, but since i drink alot of cafine when im happy, im ushually dancing around like it anyway. though i dont understand finance, or have any income or because im not alowed to work ork because of DLA my mum handles my benifits. but still i am obsessed with shoping to the point of OCD. im 22 and i have been suicidel rougly 43 times, attempted it 21 times, been in St Anns psych hospital 4 times. (i got pretty good at avoiding that place after the first time there when i was 7) Still i spent christmas last year there, and got out of there on new years day, was placed in Bed in breakfast, wich was payed for by the hospital trust, social services and then i was placed in supported living, i got out of there in june and only this monthhave i been declared officialy relised from supported living. life sucks dont it. But its because My GP thinks that im a hyperchondriact that i know he will think im being a hyperchondriact if i go to him about this, if he cant recognise the symptoms of Bi poler or cyclothimea how is he going to know whats stoping me from being able to cry. I been with this doctor for 20 years, my Mum would through a hissy fit if i were to switch doctors,