Two months after smoking weed i still have a high feeling

This has nothing to do with the weed. Your brain is trying to process a traumatic event. Talk to someone you can be your self around and tell them how you feel, this will help you to start to return to normal.

No way in hell anybody wants to read all that but you must have the tolerance of an infant baby. Better start smoking more weed if you ever want to have a chance of handling hard drugs.

I realised that weed can kind of be like a 'whack on the side of the head' as the saying goes, due to the caniboids linking neurons via different pathways= yes a change in your brain/identification as a person.
I actually had a few tokes the other day and it has actually opened me up, I'm now more receptive to change, and remembered to do loads of things I had planned and then forgot.
Weed is a shamen drug, it's not to be abused. It's for intimacy or in to me I see
Get lots of love, rest, exercise.. You'll be fine
Don't worry.. you had way to much as a first time smoker. And you panicked.
Don't worry, be happy (Bob marley)

Assuming it wasn't laced, your symptoms sound like someone with anxiety freaking out over the normal effects of marijuana. I've seen friends of mine do the same thing. Some people chill and enjoy the effects, while others feel like they're losing control of their body or something and they start to panic. Marijuana can make people paranoid and anxious, and it's important to just flow with it and relax. Unless it's laced, it will not kill you.

That being said, if your anxiety is so bad that you're going to the ER, you should probably get that under control before smoking again. I do think it's in your head, but the head can be tough to control for some people.

You are experiencing drug induced psychosis. Don't listen to these other people, their advice/opinions while well intended, are incorrect.

I'm a former addict of many years, I've been sober for about 4 years now, I work in a recovery center now and I think you should be aware of the following:

Drug-induced psychosis, also known as substance-induced psychotic disorder, is simply any psychotic episode that is related to the abuse of an intoxicant. This can occur from taking too much of a certain drug, having an adverse reaction after mixing substances, during withdrawal from a drug, or if the individual has underlying mental health issues. Though it’s not actually true that taking a certain kind of drug can suddenly trigger a severe mental illness where none had existed, mental illness is a predictor of substance abuse, and someone prone to psychosis can be triggered by becoming overly intoxicated.

Often it's youth 16-21 smoking marijuana their first times that find this out the hard way. They have really crazy reactions, compared to their peers, like you did. They just think they have a low tolerance to weed. Sometimes the weed is enough on it's own, other times it happens once they mix weed with alcohol or another psycho stimulant drug (or even their prescription medications) and the mind just cracks.

This also happens to almost every hard drug user eventually.

People with drug induced psychosis depending on the severity, often wind up in the psyche ward for weeks or months and have symptoms like these: amnesia, cognitive issues, fuzzy memory, racing thoughts/anxiety, muscle memory issues, forget how to speak properly for a long time, paranoid delusions/hear voices and other alike issues. Sometimes they recover in days, weeks, months and others in severe cases are messed up long term.

I recommend you no longer smoke weed or do drugs it sounds to me you are an individual who is at risk for and currently experiencing a milder episode what I have described. (Drug Induced Psychosis)

I've experienced this first hand in my drug using years and in my current position working in a recovery center.

I feel pretty confident I am correct on this. Please take my advice, and show a doctor what I wrote. This doesn't mean your crazy or have any of those mental disorders yet nor will you. It just means that your playing a dangerous game to continue using drugs.

The type of drug induced psychosis you are describing will not be permanent although it can take some time so subside. I was trapped in a state of paranoid delusion for 9 months thanks to a crystal meth bender that went wrong and on too long. It was horrible and terrifying. By the end months it was less and less.

If we continue to abuse our minds past our individual tolerances we will eventually develop permanent mental diseases. Just stay sober from now on. Your mind has a low tolerance for drugs. If you ever did hard drugs you would probably experience a severe case of what I described above. Please don't :(

You will feel better and be fine eventually. In the past 15 years using drugs I've blown my mind out and gone into drug induced psychosis many times, wound up in psyche wards twice, lost cognitive abilities for months at a time.

It might be a few more months or more till everything goes back to normal but it will get less and less intense every week and you will recover 100% like I and many other have. I'm positive.

Take care :)

http://americanaddictioncenters.org/rehab-guide/drug-psychosis/

Are you sure it was pure weed? It almost sounds like it could have been laced with something. Was it in the form of buds or was it already grinded when you got it

It sounds like either it was laced or you had too much for a first time smoker. Or, you could very well be processing trauma. If things like this happen when you do not consume any drugs, you should see a therapist and/or do some research about your condition and how to help yourself. Not to mention drugs are mind altering substances, whether that be in a good or bad way.

This looks like an essay page. Fuck this.