Too obsessed with a person
I'm deeply in love with someone who is very complicated. I can't see if he likes me or not, it might seem as a little thing but it's really killing me inside. He's the only thing I think about, and makes me forget everything about school. I used to be a top student, with high marks and now I rarely even do my homework. The only thing I think about is how I look for him, where he is, does he like me? It's just not me, I never though I'd ever fall in love and be so obsessed with a certain person. But it's because he's special. Things that make me feel that he doesn't like me is that whenever we're alone (which is not that often) he's being all cold to me, he never starts conversation with me on msn just sometimes and when I do he's still being cold which he isn't with the others. He hang around with way too many other girls and is very popular. This really hurts me and I don't know what to do. I dont want my life to be ruined because of him, especially when/if he doesn't like me. What to do?