"I am so tired of this world and society. How the shit do I escape this torture. I feel like I live in the matrix and here is all these people blindly following like an idiot. Sometimes I wish that I was that. I wouldn't have to feel this way. I can't make myself assimilate to that. Does anyone else feel this way? What do you do to cope?"
I find sites like this to type away the seconds, minutes, hours, nights, days, weeks, months, seasons and years.
I don't believe in bipolar disorder or the medical model. I believe in electromagnetic toxicity. Humans are social creatures. We go where the people are. Half the world's population are on the internet. The internet is an electromagnetic trap, like a prison for the mind and soul.
I think the Matrix movie caused psychological damage in the masses. I'm not a fan of that movie. In fact, I don't watch movies at all.
I think you're looking for a vital connection. Somebody who recognizes and understands you. Somebody who values and appreciates you. Somebody to share time and space with, harmoniously. Mutual connections can be hard to find but it's very possible. Believing in the possibility of finding just the right friend or lover is like opening the pathway for it to happen for you. Of course, you'll want to be fair with your expectations. Life can be like the movies sometimes, or even a song (have you ever lived a song?) but more often than not life is not like a movie at all. Picture perfect is an illusion.
To want to escape.
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"I am so tired of this world and society. How the shit do I escape this torture. I feel like I live in the matrix and here is all these people blindly following like an idiot. Sometimes I wish that I was that. I wouldn't have to feel this way. I can't make myself assimilate to that. Does anyone else feel this way? What do you do to cope?"
I find sites like this to type away the seconds, minutes, hours, nights, days, weeks, months, seasons and years.
I don't believe in bipolar disorder or the medical model. I believe in electromagnetic toxicity. Humans are social creatures. We go where the people are. Half the world's population are on the internet. The internet is an electromagnetic trap, like a prison for the mind and soul.
I think the Matrix movie caused psychological damage in the masses. I'm not a fan of that movie. In fact, I don't watch movies at all.
I think you're looking for a vital connection. Somebody who recognizes and understands you. Somebody who values and appreciates you. Somebody to share time and space with, harmoniously. Mutual connections can be hard to find but it's very possible. Believing in the possibility of finding just the right friend or lover is like opening the pathway for it to happen for you. Of course, you'll want to be fair with your expectations. Life can be like the movies sometimes, or even a song (have you ever lived a song?) but more often than not life is not like a movie at all. Picture perfect is an illusion.
:)