I think it's fairly common to feel that way in your early 20's, and I honestly don't think it has anything to do with your "disorder" (sorry- don't know what else to call it! My brother is bipolar btw). I know I felt that way...it's sort of a weird time in your life where you're coming to terms with who you are and trying to reconcile that with who you're supposed to be.
At least for me...I felt confronted by a bunch of life's landmarks of where I was supposed to be at, and I didn't feel as if I quite met up, or had any idea where I was going. Not to mention the difficulty of only just learning who you are and realising that you don't quite fit in with the rest of the world.
I wish I could give you some sage fucking advice, but I really can't; all I can tell you is what I did...I just kept on not fitting in, in spite if the lows that life threw at me, and there were quite a few. I tried to learn the best I could from my experiences, and ended up smacked and humbled by life quite a few times...but I eventually found somewhere where I did fit. I'm still, STILL trying to figure stuff out though, but I'm so much happier.
Escaping with the preconceived idea of escaping never really works- your problems follow you, but you totally can take journeys (travel, experience new things, do crazy shit) with the goal of learning more about people and who you are.
Fuck, every difficult, crazy thing you get through in life gives you confidence when the next difficult, crazy thing comes up. I know, with all of the shit I've been through, that I can make it through a lot...which always helps with my mental state when I'm going through a hard time.
I'm glad I could help, if ony a little bit! I feel like I rambled about a bunch of nonsense, but I do want you to know that I've been through what you're going though, and it's just a difficult time in life
...omg- and don't even get me started on all the cunts that make it look all easy..."of course I have health insurance, and car insurance, and my taxes are current, and I have my mortgage paid off half way, and my adorably, blonde fiancé is up the duff"...it's not that easy, assholes!
You shouldn't feel like you don't measure up. Stop comparing yourself to the rest of the world, and figure your own shit out at your own pace in your own way. That's what I had to do.
Feel free to PM me if you ever need a friend. As someone who doesn't desperately long to touch your sexy internet vagina, like all of the other males on here (cough), I'd be more than happy to listen if you need someone to talk to. Sorry you're having a hard time.
You are awesome. I really appreciate it. I never thought I would get all the responses on this that I did. I figured people would tell me to pull my pants up and tighten my belt. Not so easy. I'm just in a weird place in life and dealing with the issues I do doesn't help anything. I really appreciate this feed back honestly. :)
Rats have relatively short live spans and having so many I've stopped naming them but if I do its either "rat" or "buddy" depending on its behavior and communicate with them using clicks and wissles. If words are used, the less syllables the better. Words that are short and sharp sounding like "fuck" and "shit" are good words if they are to be used as opposed to "supercafristicexpiallidocous" I'm sure you get what I'm saying.
The old rat I had was a white dumbo but the new one is brown and her name is simply Rat. Do you have any animals to keep you company or what not?
p.s. Oh yeah, if you can do me a favor and pm the account you replied to I'll be giving you a simple codeword for future references as I will having it disabled soon. Thanks
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I think it's fairly common to feel that way in your early 20's, and I honestly don't think it has anything to do with your "disorder" (sorry- don't know what else to call it! My brother is bipolar btw). I know I felt that way...it's sort of a weird time in your life where you're coming to terms with who you are and trying to reconcile that with who you're supposed to be.
At least for me...I felt confronted by a bunch of life's landmarks of where I was supposed to be at, and I didn't feel as if I quite met up, or had any idea where I was going. Not to mention the difficulty of only just learning who you are and realising that you don't quite fit in with the rest of the world.
I wish I could give you some sage fucking advice, but I really can't; all I can tell you is what I did...I just kept on not fitting in, in spite if the lows that life threw at me, and there were quite a few. I tried to learn the best I could from my experiences, and ended up smacked and humbled by life quite a few times...but I eventually found somewhere where I did fit. I'm still, STILL trying to figure stuff out though, but I'm so much happier.
Escaping with the preconceived idea of escaping never really works- your problems follow you, but you totally can take journeys (travel, experience new things, do crazy shit) with the goal of learning more about people and who you are.
Fuck, every difficult, crazy thing you get through in life gives you confidence when the next difficult, crazy thing comes up. I know, with all of the shit I've been through, that I can make it through a lot...which always helps with my mental state when I'm going through a hard time.
I've rambled!
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Yes awesome. Thank You :)
I think I just need to find being comfortable in being against the grain. I can totally relate to what you are saying too.
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I'm glad I could help, if ony a little bit! I feel like I rambled about a bunch of nonsense, but I do want you to know that I've been through what you're going though, and it's just a difficult time in life
...omg- and don't even get me started on all the cunts that make it look all easy..."of course I have health insurance, and car insurance, and my taxes are current, and I have my mortgage paid off half way, and my adorably, blonde fiancé is up the duff"...it's not that easy, assholes!
You shouldn't feel like you don't measure up. Stop comparing yourself to the rest of the world, and figure your own shit out at your own pace in your own way. That's what I had to do.
Feel free to PM me if you ever need a friend. As someone who doesn't desperately long to touch your sexy internet vagina, like all of the other males on here (cough), I'd be more than happy to listen if you need someone to talk to. Sorry you're having a hard time.
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:)
You are awesome. I really appreciate it. I never thought I would get all the responses on this that I did. I figured people would tell me to pull my pants up and tighten my belt. Not so easy. I'm just in a weird place in life and dealing with the issues I do doesn't help anything. I really appreciate this feed back honestly. :)
I will definitely message you.
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Don't mind the cute rat in my profile
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are you mean to your rat
Here's a link to my pic for you and Tayler. The pic in your profile is disgusting
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That little guy is cute. What is his name.
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Rats have relatively short live spans and having so many I've stopped naming them but if I do its either "rat" or "buddy" depending on its behavior and communicate with them using clicks and wissles. If words are used, the less syllables the better. Words that are short and sharp sounding like "fuck" and "shit" are good words if they are to be used as opposed to "supercafristicexpiallidocous" I'm sure you get what I'm saying.
The old rat I had was a white dumbo but the new one is brown and her name is simply Rat. Do you have any animals to keep you company or what not?
p.s. Oh yeah, if you can do me a favor and pm the account you replied to I'll be giving you a simple codeword for future references as I will having it disabled soon. Thanks
Are you the guy that likes videos of cat being killed?? are you nice to that rat?? if that's really you??
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My accounts start with "LittleGirl" nobody has ever copied that portion of my account and yes I'm that person
That's the sort of ramble which is interesting to read and I reckon would be of help to OP xxxx
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Thank you : )