To see hallucinations?
Okay- I see weird stuff... usually its just things (like shadow lizards or snakes) crawling up the wall out of the corner of my eye- and of course when I turn to look they arent there. I also sometimes see something like a giant inchworm (again shadowed) go along the top of the back of my futon. I see things move near me- and my friends wonder what im looking at. ask if Im okay and I just pretend I was looking at nothing.
But sometimes it gets REALLY weird. Heres two specific times out of many-
I was in wal mart with my mom and we were looking at sprayers for the end of a hose- and I jokingly grabbed one and was pretending it was a gun in the aisle while mom looked at others. Out of the corner of my eye I saw something red. It was a giant red beetle type bug- it was at least the size of a small kitten- I turned and watched this thing scurry across the aisle and then disappear somehow under the blocked off shelving units (blocked off meaning theres nowhere for it to have gone)... I even got down on my hands and knees to look for it. Mom was wondering what I was doing and just thought I was insane. Never found the bug.
Another time I was in the kitchen, and I leaned down in front of the window to grab my shoes (as we were going to go into town) and when I stood up I suddenly found myself underwater- looking up at the surface of the water with shadowed fish swimming above me- it was so real and soooo pretty. I remember everything about it- how the sun looked shining down into the water- how the fish moved- how it felt.
I stayed there until mom said my name and snapped me out of it.
I doubt this is normal.
what do you think?