To have lost my virginity to a guy but didn't like it?
So I was curious for a long time. So I went ahead and did it with a random the thing is I like the feeling of doing it to myself with toys. But when I went and actually did it I wasn't into it... I sort of just let it happen and was really weird feeling afterward
I guess I'm not asking if it wasn't gay I know it was, but should I feel guilty and bad for myself for going thru with it when I didn't want to??
I was curious and do enjoy anal stimulation but I'd rather a chick do it simply because it's not men that turn me on its the feeling of anal sex.
Opinions?