To deal with never ending stress
This week wasn't in my favor! My fiance and I have been fighting for pretty much the whole week. Additionally a friend questioned our friendship because I have been busy and unable to hang out with anyone. There's not a single day that I want to scream in a pillow and punch a wall! When I get angry, my whole face goes pale with rage.
It's funny cause I smudged my whole room and even put lavender spray on my bed to cool off the drama. I guess that only fueled it and made it worse.
Fyi: I've been dealing with a lot of stress this year so far. 2020 can go die in a hole, that's how much I hate this year!