when i think of all the stuff that came with it i put the offspring's 'self esteem' song on really loud. i'm thinking loud music might help – i knew there was a reason why i loved sitting as nr to speakers at concerts as i could!!
just because being referred to as a spastic is true it doesn't make it any less rude. as for issues in said docu i'm not sure what side i'm on,/if indeed i happen to be on any side, & i'm not sure she did either -- that experience was certainly a lot easier – physically anyway. me begging for a rpt probably made her cross, she might've regretted & wished it never happened. i wish i did. often i feel it'd be better if it hadn't as it felt so good; she must've known what she was doing. she'd never kept a f'ship/r'ship going before
(un)fortunately i now live in a care home. 1 of the inmates
constantly does this in public. there's also risk of staff coming in & knowing what i'm doing/trying to do/my parents coming to visit @ exactly the wrong time. i don't think they'd be too comfortable with taking me to a sex shop, although some yrs back i did get stuck in one, between the massage oil & briefs that went “grrr!” when you pressed the crotch. i only went in there in protest at fellow students' behaviour, truly believing i'd have no use for its goods.
a huge fantasy thingie?? but i'm so small!! it'd kill me!! & of course i'd have to do its voice:
“you are in my power now, lil mortal! foolish human! let me fill you with my baleful sparkly light.... creeping up your stunted, useless form. up your hateful legs that do not work. circle your portal. that's it. now lie back & let the magick happen”
oh hang on, you don't mean that sort of fantasy do you, ellenna?? since i got it wrong i could find one of these velvet dresses, with sleeves that have to be tied on. or maybe a pouch for make up, essentials etc. hanging on/nr belly means when i patted it i'd get instant nice feeling.
found stella young. will look for docu later, sounds interesting, will fulfill my “aussie fetish” too.
To me, there's a difference between calling some one "a spastic" and saying they have spasticity: people with disabilities usually prefer that term to "disabled", which makes them seem all about their disability and nothing else.... how do you personally feel about those differences in terminology?
I think it's crap that you have no privacy from carers or your parents or other residents in your own room, assuming you do have your own room? So because you have a disability you're not entitled to privacy? That stinks.
And no no I didn't mean INSERT a huge dildo, I just meant you'd be able to hold it so that the other end did what you want it to do ........ Oh, I just remembered, you can get vibrators with remote controls!!!! You could just turn it off if someone intruded .... check out LoveHoney on the internet, I'm sure they sell them ..... Hope you have privacy for your snail mail or someone will get a surprise!
I love the mental picture of the growling panties, I've never spotted them in the sex shop, but will check it out next time I'm in the neighbourhood.
Oooh, you have an Aussie fetish, that's VERY interesting!
Am I wrong, or did I pick up that you haven't always had the disability that's put you in a wheelchair and residential care? That must be so much harder than being born with a disability. I'm not being intrusive, you don't have to explain if you don't feel like it. Whatever happened certainly doesn't seem to have affected your intelligence or writing ability!
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when i think of all the stuff that came with it i put the offspring's 'self esteem' song on really loud. i'm thinking loud music might help – i knew there was a reason why i loved sitting as nr to speakers at concerts as i could!!
just because being referred to as a spastic is true it doesn't make it any less rude. as for issues in said docu i'm not sure what side i'm on,/if indeed i happen to be on any side, & i'm not sure she did either -- that experience was certainly a lot easier – physically anyway. me begging for a rpt probably made her cross, she might've regretted & wished it never happened. i wish i did. often i feel it'd be better if it hadn't as it felt so good; she must've known what she was doing. she'd never kept a f'ship/r'ship going before
(un)fortunately i now live in a care home. 1 of the inmates
constantly does this in public. there's also risk of staff coming in & knowing what i'm doing/trying to do/my parents coming to visit @ exactly the wrong time. i don't think they'd be too comfortable with taking me to a sex shop, although some yrs back i did get stuck in one, between the massage oil & briefs that went “grrr!” when you pressed the crotch. i only went in there in protest at fellow students' behaviour, truly believing i'd have no use for its goods.
a huge fantasy thingie?? but i'm so small!! it'd kill me!! & of course i'd have to do its voice:
“you are in my power now, lil mortal! foolish human! let me fill you with my baleful sparkly light.... creeping up your stunted, useless form. up your hateful legs that do not work. circle your portal. that's it. now lie back & let the magick happen”
oh hang on, you don't mean that sort of fantasy do you, ellenna?? since i got it wrong i could find one of these velvet dresses, with sleeves that have to be tied on. or maybe a pouch for make up, essentials etc. hanging on/nr belly means when i patted it i'd get instant nice feeling.
found stella young. will look for docu later, sounds interesting, will fulfill my “aussie fetish” too.
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To me, there's a difference between calling some one "a spastic" and saying they have spasticity: people with disabilities usually prefer that term to "disabled", which makes them seem all about their disability and nothing else.... how do you personally feel about those differences in terminology?
I think it's crap that you have no privacy from carers or your parents or other residents in your own room, assuming you do have your own room? So because you have a disability you're not entitled to privacy? That stinks.
And no no I didn't mean INSERT a huge dildo, I just meant you'd be able to hold it so that the other end did what you want it to do ........ Oh, I just remembered, you can get vibrators with remote controls!!!! You could just turn it off if someone intruded .... check out LoveHoney on the internet, I'm sure they sell them ..... Hope you have privacy for your snail mail or someone will get a surprise!
I love the mental picture of the growling panties, I've never spotted them in the sex shop, but will check it out next time I'm in the neighbourhood.
Oooh, you have an Aussie fetish, that's VERY interesting!
Am I wrong, or did I pick up that you haven't always had the disability that's put you in a wheelchair and residential care? That must be so much harder than being born with a disability. I'm not being intrusive, you don't have to explain if you don't feel like it. Whatever happened certainly doesn't seem to have affected your intelligence or writing ability!
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see private messages Ellenna!!