Thoughts won't leave me alone

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Well I am 23 and now and again throughout my life I thought bad stuff happening to my family which feel bad and now its worse because a month ago it stared with one thing, then I thought of getting a bf to busy myself, having a baby then bad thoughts happened and unless I am busy my mind stays on this one bad thought that makes me feel sick of life

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  • DefinitelyNotNormal89
    12 years ago | pl

    If it helps you great, if not then you don't need it. Hopefully after a while you can block it out of your head without medication, you'll be fine =)

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  • shy88girl
    12 years ago | pl

    I have made an appointment with my GP so I will get to get referred. So nervous. I can't bare being on medication for the rest of my life.

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    • wreckd
      12 years ago | pl

      Awesome! :) And you will probably go through a trial of medications before you find the right one and dosage for you.

      I don't like to take medication either but I honestly don't think stopping when you think you're fine will help. I may be wrong. But I immediately stopped my Proac medication when I got pregnant and thought I didn't need it anymore and started showing different signs of depression than I had beforehand.

      But everyone is different and I wish you well. :)

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  • rayst
    12 years ago | pl

    ????? I had stopped you wrote like 10 posts since my last one.... ???

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  • shy88girl
    12 years ago | pl

    quit it rayst, your sad. no more comments from you

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  • shy88girl
    12 years ago | pl

    Anyone with a brain can read it and understand. Its not like I misspelled.

    Thanks for that comment, you made my day.

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  • wreckd
    12 years ago | pl

    :)np.

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  • shy88girl
    12 years ago | pl

    thank you

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  • wreckd
    12 years ago | pl

    Go to a mental health center. It's not just for crazy people.

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  • DefinitelyNotNormal89
    12 years ago | pl

    Well it would be very depressing but I'm not sure what to say, you need to find something that makes you feel different but I'm a little stumped =( hope you figure it out, good luck!

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  • shy88girl
    12 years ago | pl

    Because it is still a bad thought that I can't stop thinking about. Its doesn't change how I feel. I looked it up and it may be some sort of obsessive order, depression i guess.

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  • DefinitelyNotNormal89
    12 years ago | pl

    If you know it wont ever happen why does it upset you?

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  • shy88girl
    12 years ago | pl

    no, something i do, which i'm neva going to do

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  • wreckd
    12 years ago | pl

    Bad thoughts as in: Something will fall on them, they'll get into a car accident; things out of your control?

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  • shy88girl
    12 years ago | pl

    I'm not writing a bloody essay

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  • shy88girl
    12 years ago | pl

    No, I just have bad thoughts that will never happen. It makes me feel so so bad

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  • shy88girl
    12 years ago | pl

    no, i would never ever do it. i don't hear a voice telling me to to it either.

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    • DefinitelyNotNormal89
      12 years ago | pl

      I'm having a dumb day lol sorry I just don't understand, do you have thoughts that something bad is going to happen to your family?

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  • shy88girl
    12 years ago | pl

    I haven't done anything wrong its just a thought I hate cos it concerns my family sometimes. Doing something bad.

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  • DefinitelyNotNormal89
    12 years ago | pl

    Rayst is definitely taking the mick.

    If the only reason you want a child is to keep busy then you should not have one. I don't understand what this one thought could be to affect your life so much? If something is haunting you so badly you'll need to a therapist or something because by the sounds of it it's just going to get worse.

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  • shy88girl
    12 years ago | pl

    are you taking the mick?

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