This is some hypnotizing sh1t

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I was severely abused as a child, and I have difficulty going through daily life because everything reminds me of what happened... it was 7 years ago that it stopped... but

I am in a therapy that puts me in dream sleep while awake... while in this state a woman names off objects, people, places, things I normally avoid, I then have a conscious dream of something that happened that I forgot. So we can try to erase it from my memory.

with this, I remembered being in the hospital a day after I was BORN!!! and things when I was three months old, things I never knew happened, but have been confirmed as happening.

but sometimes the abuse I tried so hard to forget comes up, and once it's up... it wont leave... I'ts like having your brain trapped in a horror movie... you react in body but you are in no real danger at the time.

I hate myself still though, each 'image' I see, the more hopeless and unwanted I feel. Does anyone else do emdr? And does it actually work for you?

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  • Malfoy
    14 years ago | pl

    The memories from birth are fabricated by your imagination. The therapy essentially tricked you into making events up in your life. That's what I suspect.

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  • disthing
    12 years ago | pl

    Yeah your brain isn't adequately developed to retain memories in the first few months after birth. False memories are common - you merge existing memories with photographs you've seen and stories you've heard.

    You've read about those people that go under hypnosis and discover who they were in 'previous lives' right? This is a prime example. Your imagination is a powerful thing, especially when let loose under hypnotherapy. You can construct very convincing but fictional events.

    I'd advise you not to believe everything that emerges while under hypnosis. I'm also a little sceptical about the effectiveness of delving into those true memories and reliving them for therapeutic means.

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  • alexlong
    14 years ago | pl

    im considering trying this

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  • [Old Memory]
    15 years ago | pl

    LoL bullshit... 2nd day of life? Thats impossible. Forgeting your past is not going to solve the problem you just need to learn to accept it and put it behind you.

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  • bubbledox
    13 years ago | pl

    Why on earth do you think it is up to your jusband to look after tyou? What century are you living in? What do you do for a living? How comes you aren't earning? As for getting married because your parents wanted you to ..yes that is as dumb as shit and not the reaosn to get married. Neither is income. What a depressing post!

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    • bubbledox
      13 years ago | pl

      sorry- those commenst were actually for previosu 'case' women complaining about husband not earning enough. I am new to this site. Apologies

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