The love of my life

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I met him in high school and he is my brother's best friend. I've never met anyone like him. Every time I met someone, it was never him. I felt that timming was everything and for years I've waited if there was ever a chance between us. When I finally realized it was time to move on, he felt my change and he started pushing me back towards him. My friends couldn't believed that finally he seemed he was doing something. Excited and completely in love with him we were having an amazing time until her exfling came into the picture. He stayed with her and didn't knew what to do because he kept looking at me. At the end he made his choice and left me aside. He broke my heart once again. His friends told me he was an ass and my friends told me I should move one. How can you forget someone that you have loved for so long and then never have the guts to fight for you. I will see him forever because he will always be around... will I ever be able to love again? How can I avoid loving him when he never really fought for me and everyone knew he was in love with me? How can I move on from the love of my life?

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  • psycho_logy
    12 years ago | pl

    Wow. that is hard. My fiance and I just broke up and the worst part is whenever he is around or I am even close to where he is. Drives me crazy so I really feel for you on that. I can't tell you to "just let him go" because I know how hard it is to give up someone you have loved for so long (he and i met when i was a soph in high school) but I would encourage you to try to move on. Slowly but surely, but i cannot guarantee the pain will go away for a long time. I have had to come to grips with the fact that if he is the one, he will come back, and if he is not, i will find someone else... as hard as that is to imagine.... but i guess i wouldnt know what else could be out there just like i never knew anyone could be like him before i met him.

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  • Jen118584
    13 years ago | pl

    I promise you, he isn't the love of your life. He is just a guy who enjoys your attention and devotion. Key words: "When I finally realized it was time to move on, he felt my change and he started pushing me back towards him."

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