The first thing i notice about other women is their height and weight
Is this normal?
I'm obsessed with height and weight and when someone is skinny like super skinny under 115 pounds at 5'4, I go nuts thinking about how long it would take me to get down to their weight.
When they're fatter than me, I get scared and think about how many pounds away I am from being like them and so I think about not eating and stuff.
I also look at their height and hate it when someone is shorter than me and skinnier than me. It makes me feel huge.
Is this normal??
Right now, I long to be 5'2 - I'm a little under 5'4 and 100 pounds.