That i hate knowing people have sex?
I know it's pretty immature and unfair of me,
but if I know people close to me have sex,
it just makes me angry or depressed.
If you haven't already guessed,
I am still a virgin and
I've never even had a relationship before.
It's due to a lot of personal issues.
What's strange though is that I don't even want to have sex.
I know it doesn't make sense, trust me,
but that's just how I feel.
Sex to me isn't something that looks fun or romantic.
Honestly I think it's pointless
unless you're trying to have a baby.
And if I know anyone close to me has sex,
it makes me feel awkward to be around them.
Again, I know it's unfair and just plain rude of me,
but I can't control how I feel about this.
What do you make of this?