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I can be really excited and happy and the minute after i can get depressed and sad and even if i am happy deep in my mind i always feel depressed but i never never show it and i always think to bad things and its uncontrollable i think that someone is in me and command me to think to scary things but i cant do anything to change it !!! Am i normal ??
Technically, these ideas are not uncommon. Don't get me wrong, you're Nuts, but so is 80% of US. 4 out of 5 take medications tostabilize their mood (& their spelling).
In all seriousness - go and talk to someone. You are aware that the emotions and overall affect are abnormal for you. So on some level you know something is a little off.
I am not licensed, but I seriously doubt diagnosis of schizo. I 2nd that. And 3rd, 4th, 5th. If you are curious about these thought, check out Seliman, authentic happiness website - good survey talking about some of the same things you mentioned it.
Always stand tall and start being who you were to born to be:
No...not a sign of depression. For true depression even winning the lottery wouldn't bring you to an extreme high, if a high at all. If anything this is a case of bipolar, possibly with psychotic tendencies. Part of the post seems to indicate a classic mixed episode. Maybe even schizoaffective disorder is at play here, which is essentially schizophrenia combined with a mood disorder such as bipolar or depression.
The reason I bring up psychotic tendencies and schizophrenia is "i think that someone is in me and command me to think".