Texting this girl online then we met
So I was texting this girl from tinder who lived really far away and we hit it off so so well, I began to develope serious feelings for her without having even met her yet we only texted for about a month and a bit but the chemistry was astounding we would send videos and voice messages to each other all day every day I mean ten hours of doing nothing else but talking to this girl, so we knew we had to meet we arranged it and I saw her last Friday, however she was really nervous and wasn't herself it was strange as if I was talking to a different person, but she stayed over and it was mostly somewhat awkward like not intense awkward just not good chemistry it was such a stark contrast to how we normally were, when she left the next day I broke down crying, I had such a connection with this girl and she was all I thought about for a month straight, and in one go all of those warm fuzzy feelings I used to get talking to her vanished. Shit hurt, and now idk what to do, I just wasn't attracted to the girl I met but I feel like maybe if her personality was the same irl it would've been amazing but it wasn't it was so anticlimactic.
I feel super depressed and I'm still texting her to see if the spark will reignite am I just clutching at straws? Is this not going to work out, if anyone had a similar experience please let me know what happened after and if it worked out.