I grew up with no understanding that moments with me were anything but a nuisance so to relieve their burden, I would at times stay away so they could do more important things. It is something I struggle with and I cannot see myself as in any way important unless I am not costing money. i know its BS and I would never see another person that way. I'm not sure I will ever get around it and with the severe problems i have had over employment mentioned elsewhere here, it feels impossible and is a survival threat to boot, so a living nightmare actually.
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I grew up with no understanding that moments with me were anything but a nuisance so to relieve their burden, I would at times stay away so they could do more important things. It is something I struggle with and I cannot see myself as in any way important unless I am not costing money. i know its BS and I would never see another person that way. I'm not sure I will ever get around it and with the severe problems i have had over employment mentioned elsewhere here, it feels impossible and is a survival threat to boot, so a living nightmare actually.