i have an insane irrational fear of dying to the point where ill be so happy and content with whats going on, and start calling people who i am not around with at the time to make sure theyre still alive. I have a fear that my life is going way too well and someone near and dear like my husband or my grandmother will die. I feel like a freak! I hate this!! I am VERY much so a mind over matter person, i brought MYSELF out of depression, i used to WANT to die, just kill myself and get over it.
Now, i cherish life. I cherish it a little too much... i know. i KNOW. its a part of life, but a terrifyingly abnormal irrational fear of mine.
Terrified of Dying
← View full post
i have an insane irrational fear of dying to the point where ill be so happy and content with whats going on, and start calling people who i am not around with at the time to make sure theyre still alive. I have a fear that my life is going way too well and someone near and dear like my husband or my grandmother will die. I feel like a freak! I hate this!! I am VERY much so a mind over matter person, i brought MYSELF out of depression, i used to WANT to die, just kill myself and get over it.
Now, i cherish life. I cherish it a little too much... i know. i KNOW. its a part of life, but a terrifyingly abnormal irrational fear of mine.
Buhhh