Tell us about your first love.

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  • charli.m
    8 years ago | pl

    He killed himself.

    Go on trolls, free meat.

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    • howaminotmyself
      8 years ago | pl

      That's so sad. I'm sorry to hear that.

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      • charli.m
        8 years ago | pl

        Thanks. We were never together, just friends. His illnesses really wouldn't have made for a good relationship, but I liked to think it could have. I see the wishful thinking now. He was a very beautiful person but he had a very tortured mind.

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        • Shrunk
          8 years ago | pl

          This made me cry because that's how the guy is that I currently like very much :(
          He had attempted suicide before we were together, and done a lot of other self-harming things that could've killed him... it makes me cry to think he could've died even if it's past... it's not really past though still has serious depression... he is a very beautiful soul too... they seem to be the most tortured...

          and its so easy for people to look at this and say "ohh I would leave him, that's a red flag, don't love a 'crazy' person blah blah you will be hurt" and I worry that in principle they are right,since it would hurt so much to lose him that maybe it would've been better I never loved him at all... but that's not how love works...

          and to make this relevent to the OP, he is the first person I've ever truly loved...

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          • iEatZombies_
            8 years ago | pl

            Even if something were to happen, knowing that somebody loves him would bring him an immeasurable peace in the depths of his mind- no matter what despair he is in.

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          • charli.m
            8 years ago | pl

            Awwwwww *hugs*

            It hurts to love someone who hates/hurts themselves. But all you can do is try to make them see that they are worthy of love.

            Nick was very damaged, in many ways. I see that now. It still hurts that he's gone...but he was in so much pain, I can understand why he did it.

            I hope things improve for your bf and you. I really want a happy ending for you guys ♡ you're such a sweetheart, I want you to be happy.

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            • Shrunk
              8 years ago | pl

              Oh gosh, thank you so much *hugs* sorry for your loss but I know you have found true love now ~^-^~

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    • [Old Memory]
      8 years ago | pl

      Sorry to hear that. I have lost to suicide and know how hard it is. I dont think it is something that ever really goes away. I think I may know more how to help others from wanting to do it though. I always explain how much it effects those they leave behind. Sometimes it may even leave a chain reaction in a contagious way.

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    • BobbyTheBear
      8 years ago | pl

      Was it steve irwin? The guy from Australia that tried to fuck a sting ray? "Crikey Mate i'ma wrestle me a gator!"

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    • BobbyTheBear
      8 years ago | pl

      Look at the circle jerk of emo comments you started XD

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