I'm really glad that you posted this because I used to do something very similar. For a very long time I was obsessed with Nick and Aaron Carter because I "pretended" to be them. Their lives were "my" lives and it got to the point that I could't and didn't care how my life proceeded. I would literally spend hours "being" them so that I couldn't sleep, etc. unless I was acting out my own spin on their lives. I knew how weird it was but I couldn't stop. To this day I occasionally still need to do it but not to the extent I used to. When I act in these "games," as I've taken to calling them now, I pretend to be people actually in my lives and I'm mostly just acting out scenes in my own life, so much has improved. You said you're a senior in high school...that was me two years ago and I have just naturally grown out of this habit. Hopefully the same works for you if you feel this is inhibiting your living standards! Bonne chance!
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I'm really glad that you posted this because I used to do something very similar. For a very long time I was obsessed with Nick and Aaron Carter because I "pretended" to be them. Their lives were "my" lives and it got to the point that I could't and didn't care how my life proceeded. I would literally spend hours "being" them so that I couldn't sleep, etc. unless I was acting out my own spin on their lives. I knew how weird it was but I couldn't stop. To this day I occasionally still need to do it but not to the extent I used to. When I act in these "games," as I've taken to calling them now, I pretend to be people actually in my lives and I'm mostly just acting out scenes in my own life, so much has improved. You said you're a senior in high school...that was me two years ago and I have just naturally grown out of this habit. Hopefully the same works for you if you feel this is inhibiting your living standards! Bonne chance!