Spooky, withdrawn, creeper: friendless.

Depressed .... But my kinda guy !! :)

i find u so hot!i like weird guys....we could have so much fun doing.stuff.:)

oh dear, i think it would be pretty obvious to anyone reading this that your suffering from depression. It also seems like you have social anxiety, which is a disorder and is absolutely treatable so dont despair! If you havent already, Id suggest to you that you google it and read one of the many websites dedicated to helping people like yourself. You sound like a really nice person, so try to focus on the things that are commendable about yourself (ie you get good grades, your not an arrogant ass like a lot of people etc) Good luck for the future, Im sure things will work out for you once you pluck up the courage to face your fears xx

and ..um..i'm weird 2
iwould let u into my werid world..ull like it

i dotn think ou realise howmany otheres are like you. you need to find a pot buddy. pot makes you kinda isolated anyways so maybe try to cut back and get some social skills again and interact with someone. sooner ofr later you will find someone who will relate with you, heck i know about 5 right here in my small town. you be ok..hang in there start minglin a lil or take some pot culture kinda class youll find a friend. yoru story is sad, but i totally think its fixable.:) i luh you if it matters to ya. hehe

Sounds like you have depression mixed with an anxiety disorder. You should see a therapist for some help on this.

Hi OP,

How did it go? Sorry for bothering but i'm really interested in these stories

What a drag...

Just enjoy life, I sit home almost every day due to reuma, and I enjoy my life. Just keep confident.

I can understand why girls surround you; I'm a girl and the way you describe yourself makes you sound interesting ;)
You need to take a leap of faith and get out there; talk to people an all that. I used to put up a tough exterior because I have trust issues~but it's worth it, all you need is one or two good friends and you're set for life.

Find some stoners and smoke some Shit with them im sure that will work.

You must be attractive or intriguing if girls surround you a lot. You do seem depressed but maybe if you made some sort of effort to say hi or something, you'd realize its not that hard to talk to these people. Maybe one of the girls really likes you and you could smoke with her and hang out and stuff. I don't know, man. I'm sorry you feel like that, but please don't shoot yourself in the face. Or anywhere. That's no good. I'm sure your a great person and worth getting to know. Hang in there

i will be your friend we can smoke out together

Yeah sorry for righting a freakin' textbook in your comments section...just I can sorta relate to this, have a lot to say. : P

It sounds like you could be depressed as a result of a solitary lifestyle, I sort of went through this phase in highschool but I started seeing a therapist and switched from narcotics to real medication, it helped. Not to say this is for you, just usually drugs like pot just complicate peoples lives by making it more difficult to function, if you're really this anxious about people and have no friends to talk to you should really see somebody in way of therapy to work out these problems with, just try to remember that you won't feel this way forever, I mean it's just impossible. Suicide is not a way out, dead is never better. Ok maybe if you were in a concentration camp or something but this "prison" as you say it only exists in your mind, "The mind is its own place, and can make a heaven out of hell and hell out of heaven". Everyone can recover from these feelings, the thing is you need to really try, and once you remember how good life really feels you'll want more of it and make a real effort to get out of your shell, regardless of whether you might "say something stupid".

You sound like a person who likes there space kinda like me

you are in a dark, dark place right now but you realise it so you`re already on your way out of it. try and build up confidence by putting yourself out there, connect with people, anyone you can, weed is good but weed while depressed isnt, cut down on it big time, easier said than done i know but try, you are only young like me so the future is not set in stone, you are the only one who can change it and it seems like you want to so go for it.

This is way much to try and sort out here. You need perhaps a professional to help with this one

If girls are showing interest in you then something about you are attracting them. Perhaps risk a date or two with one of them, if successful your life and the way you think of yourself will change for the positive. The risk is if it goes wrong then you will feel like sh*t. Do some low risk stuff like join a society or group to build up your confidence.