Someone obsessed

I'm like that too. I just had someone quit on me because they didn't wanna take their delivery and come back, they wanted to do a little cleaning and leave with the deliveries and be done for the night. This person is part of a clique that doesn't like me and I'm guessing the rest will quit soon too. They just seem to think they only have the gm to answer to, but expectations are made on me too and the staff does have to listen to their managers.

I seem to mainly attract these people into my life. People who don't like me for superficial or shallow reasons. The most logical thing I can figure is that they're not mentally developed enough to cooperate with me. I can agree there are things about me that are annoying. But I also obviously show I do things with the purpose of getting along while getting things done.

I'm really bad with social skills. Like, I definitely count for 2-3 people on shift, especially when I'm by myself inside, but when it comes to social aspects of work I'm a mess. And in the past and currently, there are people who are good with that and are good with manipulation and often succeed in getting me fired.

I've also known quite a few people in my life who have puppeteered me, lied to me, used me. I once knew someone who was close to me after the last time I became homeless, after I decided enough was enough with my ex adopted step father. I told him I've known him the longest in my life and shortly after we ended up cutting ties too. He just could not handle that I became a manager at the fast food place we worked at, he started there way before me. His breaking point I feel like was on an afternoon, we're all cleaning up and still handling business and getting ready for the night shift. He had just about gotten the lobby cleaned and I asked him to make tea or something after/soon and he got upset and emphasized again to me how he's been there longer. The gm there had a lot of expectations on me, as well as the district manager and the customers as it was an extremely busy store. A lot more happened at that job but I don't want to get into all of that now

I think it's smart to see it as funny, but I see it more like that story about a girl Cassandra I think. She can see the future and all these terrible things but no one believes her and treats her like a curse. I think by the end of the story her family and home are ruined, or she gets executed. Or like if Odysseus never forsook Poseidon and the other gods but still had a ten year trip back home. It's just been going on a long time and it started in middle school. I've been to close to ten schools and five caregivers. I don't know how people are supposed to interact anymore. I've studied psychology, meditated philosophy, I'm grounded and reflective, I put the goal ahead of my own interests, but I can't stop attracting these people and trends