Sneeze fetish

Ever since I was a kid I liked sneezing. I liked when I sneezed and when others sneezed. Not family members, but strangers, kids in class, eventually I looked it up on the net and found I wasn't the only one, though I haven't posted on sites like that since junior high. I get really turned on when I'm with men so this "fetish" doesn't really interfere with my sex life. It's just something I like to think about when I masturbate. I like it because it's this great release of tension or something-some one said it's like 1/10th of an orgasm. Sometimes I sneeze and masturbate at the same time because the two contrasting feelings are so incredible. I feel like I can never tell anyone this that I know, though because its so disgusting and bizarre.