Similar question: is it normal to be angry when people are not good?

This is what I normally do: act like a fucking Buddhist, like I have so many times from 19 to 35 years old (and getting attacked is no excuse to not be normal, I wasn't my normal self a few days ago). I feel normal: my stomach feels better, I chose a normal vegetarian diet (vegan, or my version of vegan, and eating whatever's offered), so I got angry when no Buddhist reasoning can persuade anyone to be good or even convince them, it's sacrilege, it's a sin, I had to not be a Buddhist where I live, and I was angry. It kills/breaks my spirit when at a place I have to be angry, irritated, illogical, irrational, apathetic, amoral, show fear, superstition, atheism, depression, aggressiveness, etc around where I live, all the fucking time, and I'm angry, it's the only thing that gets through to them. I can't have any liberty and freedom there, when I said I want my freedom, that means I can do anything I fucking want under every circumstance. I had to lose hope over there because nothing Buddhist would ever work, no religion would ever work and no reason will ever work. If I say "why don't you look after your body and stop smoking so much", they would say "just give me a cigarette" but if I was anti-Buddhist and irrational and said in irritation, "I don't smoke all the time" they would listen and would ask somebody else. It's fucked, that's what makes me angry: the fact that reason doesn't work, it's bad, and it's fucked, and the fact that I have to be a fucking atheist to get through to people. Is any of that normal?

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  • StudWithoutU

    I didn't really understand that... I feel kinda bad, cause you seem so built up in frustration.

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  • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

    19 to 35 is prime age for the onseta schizophrenia

    just sayin

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    • Hansberger

      But there's no schizophrenia, no drugs, no medications, no diagnosis, no doctors or nurses, I killed them, and they pissed off. All of them, not just the doctors and nurses. As this isn't manifesting my existence will remain a faith, and no one will ever see me.

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      • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

        well now that makes perfect sense

        thanks for the great answer

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