Silent melody
Sometimes I feel stagnant or like I am in limbo, and sometimes this makes the whole world feel like it is what I can best describe as "still." When everything is "still," it seems like everything is unchanging and has always been as it is. But what is weird, is that even though everything becomes completely quiet or calm and there is no sound, I hear this strange sort of melody emerge within the silence. I can't describe it, and I have trouble remembering more than two notes (not enough to create a melody.) All I ever remember is that it is so incredibly beautiful that it makes me want to cry. I know it sounds weird, but it feels like it is BEHIND my experiences of the world; it feels like it is always there but drowned-out and so it is only in those moments of stillness that I can hear it.
Does everything sometimes feel "still" in this sense to you? When it does, do you hear a bizarre yet glorious melody in the silence?