Should i stay or should i go now
due to brain damage and a severe mood disorder I fear my abusive gf will take her own life if I leave. i dont think I have it in me to leave her to suffer on the street and have her life at risk. She is incapable of caring for herself and was adopted so has no family. I feel like her father because im always showing unconditional love only to receive abusive from her in front of my son when her moods swing. She won't take meds and she wont go to therapy. I told her I dont feel as though she loves me because when I ask her to help me calm my ptsd she calls me a bitch and my ptsd is bad so I really need a partner who understands that I cant be there for everyone 247 if I have nobody here for me. I too have my limits and dont receive any help from her in regard to raising my son. I have my own demons that are getting worse due to to her unstable behavior. And even my son has asked her to stop being so mean to me and she flipped saying im telling my 3 year old that mom is mean which couldnt be further from the truth. He tells me mommy doesnt love him and I tell him that hes her sunshine because I love him more then anything but he's starting to see shes incapable of love