The answer that I can come up with... Males watch 2 women have sex and enjoy it, so why can't women watch 2 males have sex and enjoy it? If you are struggling to accept yourself, it makes it harder for others to accept you for who you are. Porn is something that an individual may or may not choose to watch, now with regards to the dictation on whether you should or should not be watching it? That falls to you, if you feel so disgusted that you cannot watch it anymore then try to find another interest that peaks your curiosity and you feel you can comfortably orgasm to whilst watching? Whereas you seem to be enjoying watching gay porn and getting off to that.
If you don't already, try introducing toys into your masturbation and see if they change your outlook on things, or try other things. If you try everything and nothing works then my best advice would be to try to find another form of porn to watch instead of gay porn, for example threesome porn or male masturbation? Something you feel may help you to achieve that orgasm without having the feeling afterwards that you appear not to like?
Hopefully I helped you in some way, all the best.
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The answer that I can come up with... Males watch 2 women have sex and enjoy it, so why can't women watch 2 males have sex and enjoy it? If you are struggling to accept yourself, it makes it harder for others to accept you for who you are. Porn is something that an individual may or may not choose to watch, now with regards to the dictation on whether you should or should not be watching it? That falls to you, if you feel so disgusted that you cannot watch it anymore then try to find another interest that peaks your curiosity and you feel you can comfortably orgasm to whilst watching? Whereas you seem to be enjoying watching gay porn and getting off to that.
If you don't already, try introducing toys into your masturbation and see if they change your outlook on things, or try other things. If you try everything and nothing works then my best advice would be to try to find another form of porn to watch instead of gay porn, for example threesome porn or male masturbation? Something you feel may help you to achieve that orgasm without having the feeling afterwards that you appear not to like?
Hopefully I helped you in some way, all the best.